Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Fuck all those kisses

fuck you ho, i dont want you back.
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good song.
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im kinda mad/sad with phil. now im listening to My Immortal. sad song. what phil said hurt so much. ive decided to call him ALOT less, and basically, only when i have news.
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star wars thursday. billy and kaley MIGHT go. i need to get billy a gift. idk what tho. ill buy him a hemp necklace. sound cool? prolly not. claire and monica are going FOR SURE. timmy? maybe. connor? maybe. itll rock tho.
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tonight? SUPER busy. i have late geometry assignments due. about 6 of them. i have to do them, and type my book report since tomorrow ill be at the movies. i have 5 extra credit assignments due on wednesday for geometry which, along with the late work being made up and atleast a B on my final, ill have a B in the class. a first. i usually only have Cs and Ds. idk about world history and HOPEFULLY mrs nelson-hitz will excuse me from civics once i finish these movies. i have 13 minutes till lunch detention. OMFG! I GOT A 66/72 ON MY GEOMETRY TEST! I GOT AN 'A'! THE ONLY IN THE CLASS. im so effing happy. you have no idea. lol. god im happy.
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stupid assembly after school.
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im sunburnt. even on my legs.
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i had the dark chocolate m&ms.........yummy.
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i miss phil.
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and i have two GENIUS ideas for writing for 8th period. sweet no? 5 days left of school. im exhausted but im happy. i need like, uberenergy around 4pm today so i fall asleep tonight. NO pop today after lunch. none. i love phil.
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emailed martin yesterday.
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star map niggas.
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staind:
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you


And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry

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