Killers

mr lead singer of the killers is tres mignon. reminds me of someone, cant put my finger on who tho. talked to phil yesterday, like, twice. idk. ive laughed alot today and yesterday. there was a party at carly's apartment *where i stayed last weekend* and kirby was there and ash, and dustin adn josh adn turtle. WTF? WHY DO I AHVE TO BE SICK. i cried so much. kirby was in town. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and such. dude, my gums are so sore. and my mouth ahs like five little white sores on it. damn kancre sores *sp?* oh well. dad and i got into a fight last night about gays. bcuz at the hospital on thursday, my nana asked if the guy i printed the picture of *pic of me and derek* was my bf. and i was like, no, thats derek. well, date him, hes cute. well, he's gay. ya know? oh. well, dad HATED that. nana's accepting of others, you know....but dad isnt. so last night he really hurt me and made me cry, bcuz he refuses to accept derek for how he is and refuses to accept the fact that a guy boy is my best friend. it made me sad. my temp was 103 yesterday. i almost died. and i was scared i was gonna die. dad's leaving to go xmas shopping right after he puts wood in the fire. and hes gonna pick up mom's gift. and i gotta get mom to hook me up with moolah so i can run by the mall on tuesday to pick up phil's gift *1/2 of it* and alyssa's and ashley's *which will be hard* and derek's. which, really will be hard. dad's helping out with phil's gift. there's two parts. well, three, but, i cant 'purchase' the third part. lol. man im a loser. teehee. well, im gonna go. things to do. ttyl. happy xmas, merry new year!