Kris K Kirby, and Mono

ive got mono. first time. my glands are swollen, food wont enter or stay in my body. im cold as a hyenna stuck on a glacier chunk. im tired and my head is DIZZY. as a motherfucker. i HATE THIS SO MUCH! ms frerichs thinks phil and kirby is hot. ive been doing my geo homework, and english and world history. im doing better in life altho i AM very depressed and have very re-occuring thoughts of 'is this how ill always be for the rest of my life? if so, why not end it?' and shit like that. but im happy. oddly. want to see nana tomorrow but my temp is 101.3. want to see tony and the kids AND KIRBY friday, but idk. des moines on satruday. woot. gifts and alcohol and good food. *sniffle* man i feel like poo. derek, its ok, i was with kirby so its not that i was uber-depressed, i really really wanted to see you tho. cody almost stopped at the hotel but you never called me back. :( poo eh? did you write me? well i g2g and eat and go to bed. loves. bye