Poar

so, yes, talking about poar alot. talking TO chris. and talking to binx about chris and branden. lol. i kinda wish branden and i never broke up. oh well. we're still friends and its all cool. chris is being really weird right now. lol. listening to busted. mmm. i miss phil. ive been writing him letters. and ive been writing poems too. wont let anyone read them of course. no one reads my poems anymore. its not worth sharing. they've become kinda brutal and gruesome and detailed. like the one about christmas lights. lol. i thought that one kinda funny. nana got pizza tonight. i dont like pizza all that much. it upsets my tummy and makes me break out. ive been having really oily skin lately. i wanted chinese tho. tomorrow, we're having chinese. or else. ive been hinting at wanting chinese like mad, but she doesnt get it. wtf? chris and i are doing a turn-story. its fun. lol. he's hilarious. movies to see: The Life of David Gale. Beautiful Mind. The Stepford Wives. Coffee and Cigarettes. ok? ok! mom and i are on good terms. which fucking rules. and im sure dad's very proud of me for taking care of nana. man im good. GO ME! GO ME! jay and silent bob strike back is gonna be on at 10:30. woopa. well. im gonna go. love you phil, miss you derek. ill post chris and my story later. LOVES.