Squishie

i figured out the perfect vday gift while crying into my blue teddy bear. no, i wont tell you. one person knows. oh god how i wish to wear it once more. and its been in my dreams for the past month, and i just figured it out now. it makes me wanna shoot myself. i hate myself.
i miss you.


might get my nails done with em on thursday. sound like fun? i g2g soon.

i hope i die soon.

p.s. ill post some cute pics of me and ashley from when we were 12 and 13. lol. NSYNC GALORE. and braces. ahhhhhhhh! omg, and branden otoski. lmao.