Things Ill Never Say
i know its an avril song, but its SO good. somebody slap me.
Things I'll Never Say:
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If it ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say
.
it sounds kinda like a piece i wrote yesterday. i wrote one of the greatest poems ever. no real point to it except to think. but i like it. idc if you do or not. ill post it someday. but, this post will be short so i can write for creative writing. sound good? lol. dad and i got into another row last night and phil was listening cuz i told him to hold on and placed the phone on my bed. i feel so horrible. i cant believe he heard that. i went to bed sobbing. my sobbing was my nightly lullaby. i wasnt crying. i was sobbing, with the deep throaty gulping sounds you make when you cry so horribly because you're so desperate, and so alone and so pathetic. ive only cried like that about two other times. tyler and one of my fights with phil. dad bought me coffee at BP this morning. and im collecting the regular sized bags of m&ms dark chocolate. they have cute little things on the inside of the bag. lol. i <3 them. and im listening to the only evanescence song i like.....my immortal. so sad. so beautiful. Manon de Source, the movie, is so wonderful. i want the movies (Jean De Florette and Manon de Source) they are beautiful. i love european/french movies. hardly ever a happy ending. i prefer the beauty of the story, not the ending. YAY FOR SAD ENDINGS. lol. star was tonight. no billy. dylans going i guess. you know who i havent seen since feb? dylan a. lol. daltons in my yearbook. AWWW. hes such a cutie in a tux. lol. my yearbook rocks. lol. only cuz im in it four times, otherwise id hate it with a deep deep fiery passion. but stacy signed it and i kinda feel cool now. STAR WARS omg im so excited lol. ive decided on my third fave character! GENERAL GRIEVOUS. third to obi-wan and anakin is second to nobody. ani.obiwan.general grievous.r2.yoda. top 5. life is ok today. the campout is tomorrow and we have a ride home. everythings going GREAT. i get to see phil tonight. claire's excited about seeing dylan and i am too, kinda. and im getting photos. how sweet! i know. je suis tres heureusse! lol. i gotta go now. <3
-DARTH BABERS lol.
Je prierai pour toi.
Things I'll Never Say:
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If it ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say
.
it sounds kinda like a piece i wrote yesterday. i wrote one of the greatest poems ever. no real point to it except to think. but i like it. idc if you do or not. ill post it someday. but, this post will be short so i can write for creative writing. sound good? lol. dad and i got into another row last night and phil was listening cuz i told him to hold on and placed the phone on my bed. i feel so horrible. i cant believe he heard that. i went to bed sobbing. my sobbing was my nightly lullaby. i wasnt crying. i was sobbing, with the deep throaty gulping sounds you make when you cry so horribly because you're so desperate, and so alone and so pathetic. ive only cried like that about two other times. tyler and one of my fights with phil. dad bought me coffee at BP this morning. and im collecting the regular sized bags of m&ms dark chocolate. they have cute little things on the inside of the bag. lol. i <3 them. and im listening to the only evanescence song i like.....my immortal. so sad. so beautiful. Manon de Source, the movie, is so wonderful. i want the movies (Jean De Florette and Manon de Source) they are beautiful. i love european/french movies. hardly ever a happy ending. i prefer the beauty of the story, not the ending. YAY FOR SAD ENDINGS. lol. star was tonight. no billy. dylans going i guess. you know who i havent seen since feb? dylan a. lol. daltons in my yearbook. AWWW. hes such a cutie in a tux. lol. my yearbook rocks. lol. only cuz im in it four times, otherwise id hate it with a deep deep fiery passion. but stacy signed it and i kinda feel cool now. STAR WARS omg im so excited lol. ive decided on my third fave character! GENERAL GRIEVOUS. third to obi-wan and anakin is second to nobody. ani.obiwan.general grievous.r2.yoda. top 5. life is ok today. the campout is tomorrow and we have a ride home. everythings going GREAT. i get to see phil tonight. claire's excited about seeing dylan and i am too, kinda. and im getting photos. how sweet! i know. je suis tres heureusse! lol. i gotta go now. <3
-DARTH BABERS lol.
Je prierai pour toi.
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