ppppppossstttyyyyy
posty. lol. its midnight. god damnit.
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i woke up at 8am, said bye to mike, and went back to sleep. i had a dream i ran away from count olaf's house into a seemingly abandonned apartment and spent some time with this family, and then count olaf sent a huge army after all of humanity *ala hitler* and they had already killed most of the world before i ran away but a family survived in this apartment bcuz it looked like everyone was dead when walking by ya know? they (army) eventually arrived at the apartment and the guys were shooting at the army and the girls were hiding. and i killed a guy. he latched onto my neck from behind and i paused, planned and reached my arm back and punched his nose and slammed his face into the counter as i bent down. then i kicked him and snapped his neck. lol. woke up and thought it was 10am and it was 1:30pm. phil called and yells IM FREE! like he was a nigga slave or something. but, i showered, shaved and made myself feal really beautiful. i couldnt find a ride to phils. dad came hoem adn took me. phil and i walk from tims house to phil's neighboors house and he ran home for a sec. we ended up watching finding nemo but we started making out. well, first i got a backrub, which i could use right now. and when we were making out he had my arms held above my head and it bruied my wrists. i liked it. well.......then we did stuff........monica picked me up and we went to the mall and i saw callen and i found some cute sunglasses. came home. dad finsihed watching the baseball game and we were both in a good mood, then my period kicked in and i wanted subway and ice cream. but dad said no. and i threw a fit. and i feel like i ruined phils night when i was bitching. oops. i feel horribly. but, i hadn't eaten today so i made three pancakes, an egg and some bacon. and a some cheap knockoff of drp. yum? lol.
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i love phil so much. and today, idk why, but i started crying about it. i felt bad. and i also felt like i was being a steroetypical girlfriend, but i couldnt help it. i jsut, we had just finished and was getting dressed and honestly, my first thought was ANGEL. he's so beautiful. and we were holding each other and i was crying bcuz im jsut amazed. i truly am. if living thru all the shit in my life was what i had to do to have phil love me, id live it all over again with a smile on my face. he's so wonderful to me and to quote nsync Something Like You lol. lately, i feel so in love. and its so creepy bcuz it's been over 8 months and ive never felt like that for ANYONE. im just so overwhelmed that someone so beautiful and wonderful could really love me back. im so lucky.
and not to really break the moment, but my dog is laying voer my air vent and just farted and now my whole room REEKS. lmao. well. im gonna do this info thingy from derek and then im gonna go.
<3
HB
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Brittni
2. Babers
3. Heartless Bitch
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. SocialD49jb
2. lbass_bgilman_luva *lmao*
3. pippintig_frodo
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My love of words.
2. My ability to make people laugh and act really crazy.
3. My ability to flirt and tease.
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My body.
2. My jealousy.
3. My dirty room.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. British
2. German
3. Scottish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders
2. To lose Phil.
3. Being Deaf or blind.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (aside from food/drink/air/etc):
1. Computer :D
2. Phil
3. A Hug
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW/FAVORITE ARTICLES OF CLOTHING:
1. My happy bunny pajamas
2. Phil's LiveStrong bracelet
3. My Claire's tanktop
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Postal Service
2. Armor For Sleep
3. All American Rejects
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Right Here - Staind
2. Dirty Little Secret - All AMerican Rejects
3. Something Like You - Nsync
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Vacation to someplace other then Nebraska with Phil
2. France
3. Psitions
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Sexy
2. Good Listener/ Very Caring
3. Gives the bestest Hugs
*yes, this does describe Phil*
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no order)
1. I hate fireworks.
2. I love the smell of tropical fruits.
3. I wasn't born in Nebraska.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. His Eyes
2. His Music style
3. His ability to kiss.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Go more then a week without reading a book.
2. Go a week without talking to Claire
3. Go a day without talking to Phil
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Phil
2. Acting
3. Reading/Writing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. See Phil
2. IHOP
3. Piss
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Novelist
2. Rockstar
3. Travelling Journalist/Photographer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. England
3. Bahamas
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Kean James Anakin Liam
2. Claire Desiree Angelique Alyce
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Marry Phil
2. Perform with a band on stage
3. Live in France, Hawaii, England, Bahamas and Ireland.
.
i woke up at 8am, said bye to mike, and went back to sleep. i had a dream i ran away from count olaf's house into a seemingly abandonned apartment and spent some time with this family, and then count olaf sent a huge army after all of humanity *ala hitler* and they had already killed most of the world before i ran away but a family survived in this apartment bcuz it looked like everyone was dead when walking by ya know? they (army) eventually arrived at the apartment and the guys were shooting at the army and the girls were hiding. and i killed a guy. he latched onto my neck from behind and i paused, planned and reached my arm back and punched his nose and slammed his face into the counter as i bent down. then i kicked him and snapped his neck. lol. woke up and thought it was 10am and it was 1:30pm. phil called and yells IM FREE! like he was a nigga slave or something. but, i showered, shaved and made myself feal really beautiful. i couldnt find a ride to phils. dad came hoem adn took me. phil and i walk from tims house to phil's neighboors house and he ran home for a sec. we ended up watching finding nemo but we started making out. well, first i got a backrub, which i could use right now. and when we were making out he had my arms held above my head and it bruied my wrists. i liked it. well.......then we did stuff........monica picked me up and we went to the mall and i saw callen and i found some cute sunglasses. came home. dad finsihed watching the baseball game and we were both in a good mood, then my period kicked in and i wanted subway and ice cream. but dad said no. and i threw a fit. and i feel like i ruined phils night when i was bitching. oops. i feel horribly. but, i hadn't eaten today so i made three pancakes, an egg and some bacon. and a some cheap knockoff of drp. yum? lol.
.
i love phil so much. and today, idk why, but i started crying about it. i felt bad. and i also felt like i was being a steroetypical girlfriend, but i couldnt help it. i jsut, we had just finished and was getting dressed and honestly, my first thought was ANGEL. he's so beautiful. and we were holding each other and i was crying bcuz im jsut amazed. i truly am. if living thru all the shit in my life was what i had to do to have phil love me, id live it all over again with a smile on my face. he's so wonderful to me and to quote nsync Something Like You lol. lately, i feel so in love. and its so creepy bcuz it's been over 8 months and ive never felt like that for ANYONE. im just so overwhelmed that someone so beautiful and wonderful could really love me back. im so lucky.
and not to really break the moment, but my dog is laying voer my air vent and just farted and now my whole room REEKS. lmao. well. im gonna do this info thingy from derek and then im gonna go.
<3
HB
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Brittni
2. Babers
3. Heartless Bitch
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. SocialD49jb
2. lbass_bgilman_luva *lmao*
3. pippintig_frodo
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My love of words.
2. My ability to make people laugh and act really crazy.
3. My ability to flirt and tease.
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My body.
2. My jealousy.
3. My dirty room.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. British
2. German
3. Scottish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders
2. To lose Phil.
3. Being Deaf or blind.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (aside from food/drink/air/etc):
1. Computer :D
2. Phil
3. A Hug
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW/FAVORITE ARTICLES OF CLOTHING:
1. My happy bunny pajamas
2. Phil's LiveStrong bracelet
3. My Claire's tanktop
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Postal Service
2. Armor For Sleep
3. All American Rejects
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Right Here - Staind
2. Dirty Little Secret - All AMerican Rejects
3. Something Like You - Nsync
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Vacation to someplace other then Nebraska with Phil
2. France
3. Psitions
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Sexy
2. Good Listener/ Very Caring
3. Gives the bestest Hugs
*yes, this does describe Phil*
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no order)
1. I hate fireworks.
2. I love the smell of tropical fruits.
3. I wasn't born in Nebraska.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. His Eyes
2. His Music style
3. His ability to kiss.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Go more then a week without reading a book.
2. Go a week without talking to Claire
3. Go a day without talking to Phil
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Phil
2. Acting
3. Reading/Writing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. See Phil
2. IHOP
3. Piss
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Novelist
2. Rockstar
3. Travelling Journalist/Photographer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. England
3. Bahamas
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Kean James Anakin Liam
2. Claire Desiree Angelique Alyce
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Marry Phil
2. Perform with a band on stage
3. Live in France, Hawaii, England, Bahamas and Ireland.
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