Depressed

im SO depressed.
claire came over to monicas after the open house at fredstrom where i saw mrs cabela, who remembered me! and we were hanging out and claire was acting silly, making us all laugh and monica took a shit load of pics of claire. i felt so left out. so im sitting here all depressed and shit. no nose piercing and i dont think i get to go to the show tomorrow. no im uber depressed and feel like crawling into a hole and dying. YAY!
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derek doesnt help.
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either does claire
or my dad.
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fuck you. fuck you i say.