Emo

thinking about josh alot.
first time these past few weeks i havent thought about trevor or derek.
i miss trevor. fucking asshole made me listen to pom. fucker.
josh is a sweety, kissed me in school today. first time someone's done that since jared sknner in 8th grade. lucky me.
dad and i fought last night, told him i hope i die. and i hope hes there to see it.
i feel like shit.
feel like doing something but nothing seems right. maybe ill see josh today.
feel like crying