X marks the spot

nick tarlowski winks alot when hes on aim. and jeremy is sweet. sara is lucky. go-karts and speed really do give u an adrenaline rush. trevor's being sweet again, and im alittle happier. josh dropped me, rock solid proof he was using me. i really hope he gets his ass kicked for making me cry. what to do with tanner? prolly not shit. oh well. cried over derek last night. here's a song for how i feel right now...see if you can guess who its aimed at:

shes everything u want
shes everything u need
shes everything inside of u that you wish you could be
she says all the right things, at exactly the right time, and she means it all to you and i dont know why

im everything u want
im everything u need
im everything inside of u that you wish you could be
i says all the right things, at exactly the right time, and i mean nothing to you and i dont know why

slightly alterted of course. right now, i need someone to cry to. a bf. i really truly do. i feel so alone right now. so much longing.....