Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Forget it - Breaking ben

why cant i tell you when i need you?
bcuz i always do
why cant i tell you that i miss you?
bcuz i always do.
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i dont know. ill be fine by janurary. i hope. then again, everything i hope for crashes down. why? why? lol. idk. i never will. i could try. i could keep trying, or well, no, i cant try harder. i guess, ill have to give up. binx - you were wrong. thats the one part that hurt most. i tried not to confide in your words, not bcuz of anything you did, but bcuz i was looking out for my heart. sadly, i gave in and became hopefull. i hate myself. i did this to myself. someday i'll learn. and ill wrote you poems and letters in this notebook, ones that you'll never read. bcuz i know how you feel and i dont think you could bare to know it. i dont think you could bare to see your name in scars.

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