Early ending

so, i have a house to clean, food to purchase, calls to make, and more cleaning. i need a shower too. this is gonan suck. atleast the party's still goin on. but it ends around 9. im still getting pizza and cake but i need pop too. oh well. no decorations. and i might not even have ppl upstairs for food. we'll just bring in the patio table or something. idk. cuz i only wanna hafta vaccuum the stairs, not the whole damn house. i hope ppl like ellen and liz dont mind. man my head is killing me. and my fingers are cold so its hard to type. fuck right? right! wanna know a really good book? smack. i wanna be most like lily but im prolly most like gemma. i wish i had a nickname like lily or something pretty and sweet but exotic and sexy. idk. idt kink suits me well. maybe phil will forget the name. *folds hands in mock praying position* lmao. maybe dad will be a little nicer tonight and tomorrow. i mean, come on, i AM 16 now. jesus. two years and im OUTTA HERE! see ya grandpa. even tho he wont be a grandpa by then. grandpa lance. grandpa boatwright. lance soudns better. he wont be a cool grandpa tho. he'd be so cold to my kids. grammie wanda will be cool tho. she'll spoil them rotten with candy and toys and cake and stuff. grammie brittni. NO. grammie luebert. THATS SO CUTE. i dont think ill ever be called that. but hey, it works. lol. my kids will NOT call me nana tho. oh well. im off to shower and vaccuum, wait, flip that, vaccuum, then shower, then nap. loves