Cigarettes

liz and ellen and i caught these kids stealing cigarettes while we were talking to james. james is cool. he's 21 now. phil and i are secretly going thru an epidema, that he doesnt really know about. lol. i really wish he LOVED me like i LOVE him. even tho he said it. ill get over it, i have to.
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as hard as i try ill never be perfect in his eyes
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fuck life. fuck school. the only period i like is assisting in the library. fuck my birthday, ill be dead by then. fuck all of you.