Attention

maybe its just me.....but im sick of having to work my ass off for your goddamn attention! everything seems to come before me. a movie when we're cuddling on ur couch. watching buildings pass you by when we're taking you home. shit,my cousin came before me last night. you wanna know the one way someone shows you love? being hurt by you crying, so they wipe away your fucking tears. idk. i guess its just me. i guess im just a whiny selfish brat for wishing my bf would pay attention to me without me having to mention something sexual. i feel so dead.

-me