People

all of you people suck. honestly. you wanna know who made me happy today? my dad and a counselor that i just met. i miss tyler. my day SUCKED. josh hinman and i got into a fight, and then brian and i did. matt thinks i didnt want to talk to him when i was out getting chinese. iTunes wont let me download my new fave song. i feel like a failure. i really do. i feel like shit. and im tired too. tomorrow better work out for me. and i swear to god, the moment i arrive at phil's......IM GONNA SLEEP. mm, killers shirt tomorrow. maybe i'll just put my hair up tomorrow and curl it a bit, so it looks like i tried. frankly...i dont want to talk to brian right now. he needs to stop IMing me. i got two new fortunes for phil and my scrapbook tho. i got to talk to billy, that made me happy. happy today: claire's sandwhich, talking to the counselor, eating chinese, talking to billy. period. tomorrow.....im gonna be with monica. and im going to bed now, cuz tomorrow, we plan to stop at phils, billys, dylans and maybe tims. we're not sure yet. um, monday i perform. and everything is going wrong. i HATE this. 6 days till star wars.
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honestly, i feel dead. here's the song:
In the chill of the night
I can feel my heart racing
As I run towards the light
that seems so far away
Wondering forever
In the darkest of shadows
Wondering if I will ever see you again

Wondering if I will ever see you again

I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire

I'll take the world
when it turns on you
(when it turns on you)
I'll set it on fire

W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead
The walking dead (walking dead)

Digging in the dirt
I can feel you getting closer
Steadying my hands through the blistering pain
Anxiously awaiting for the earth to reveal you
Wondering if I will ever see you again (see you again)

Wondering if I will ever see you again

I'll take your love
(I'll take your love)
I'll take your hate
(take your hate)
I'll take you're desire

I'll take your heart
I'll take your pain
(I'll take your pain)
I'll bring you to life

I'll bring you to life
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DJ Z-Trip ft Chester Bennington. it's the greatest song ever. it's hiphop....and depressing. i <3 it. and it makes me angry and depressed and tired. night.