Monday, May 09, 2005

Im Back!

im back, arent you excited? sveeeeet. so, life totally sucks right now and i wish i was dead. here's my FUCKING weekend.......assnugget!
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fri: get home. change. we're getting ready to leave for omaha when, 10 mins before we leave, i find out dad's going to michigan for work. so im to stay with tony. i pack clothes, we eat at the upstream. how was dinner? well the pot roast was the 2nd best meal ever *behind beef lo mein* but the children do not sit still. i was crying bcuz i was so angry. fucking kids. i get to my uncle's house and FINALLY get to sleep. i wake up at 10 something the next day.
sat: get up at 10. dont eat anything. go out to the land and see the house and ride the fourwheeler for a very small amount of time. go back to tony's. mike, ryan and jessica leave for lincoln for a pool party. tony and i stay home, he naps and i eat pizza. just for the record, im so desperatly lonely right now. we leave to the land and i ride the four wheeler for 2.5 hours STRAIGHT. i even managed to tip the fourwheeler and to throwmyself off. good job dumbass, right? right. but, the bumps gave me sore muscles and a HUGE blister on my hand making it hard to type. we go home, wait for the kids to arrive. now, we had planned on seeing a movie with nana. and until about 5 o clock that day, i thought it was just nana, mike and i since she can see ryan and jess almost anytime she wants. but i was wrong. there were NO movies that would interest all of us kids. they planned to go see Hitchicker's Guide to the Galaxy. FUCK THAT SHIT GRANDMA! nope, no way in hell and i gonna watch that piece of shit. so nana and i were talking and i made her cry cuz i told her i 'didnt want to be reprimanded about my grades' when she said she was only 'trying to help' fuck that. fuck it i say! if want somebody to tell me the importance of grades, ill call my parents thank you. so she took the kids to Family fun center. julie and i stayed in while tony went with bfg to eat at the upstream and to fetch his work comp for julie's finals, which are today, for college. i showered, cuz i could feel the dirt from the fourwheeler. and we talked. and when tony got back, and the kids and stuff....mike was punching me and throwing shoes at me and i couldnt do anything back and julie was yelling at tony that she wanted a divorce. so nana took jessica and i to her house to stay. jess and i watched pirates of the carribean and i finished my book and cried alot bcuz i missed phil x10000000000000000000000. and i was look at the stars in the window *i was laying down so the window was upside down* and i wondered if phil was looking at that shy too. i fell asleep after stuffing my face with pringles. that was at 1am.
sun:get up at 10, and eat pancakes and sausages. yummy. x10. talk to nana. clean up the basement. get on her computer and attempt to update everything. i was able to comment on ONE xanga, comment on phil's blog, and delete junk mail. then everything stopped working. jess and i left with tony, went to his work and he fixed something while we watched jimmy neutron *instead of office space* and then we back to tonys. jess and ryan and julie went to julie's moms for mothers day, and we went out to the land. i rode the four wheeler twice. one for 2 mins each. and then i went in the house and it started to rain. we left right when it was begining to hail. got home, and finally, julie and the kids got back. well, i was trying to rest and mike and jessica were fighting with fun noodles *for the pool* and jessica swung hers AFTER I TOLD HER TO STOP DOING IT IN THE HOUSE AND ASKED HER TO GO OUTSIDE and she smacked me in the fucking eye. i was so pissed that i stomped upstairs and slept on ryan's bed till 6:30. ate some bratwurst and GREEN BEAN CASSEROLE. fucking yum. watched the two new simpsons episodes. ryan and jess arent allowd to watch family guy or american dad so i missed the episodes. damnit. but we played simpsons monopoly. then they went to bed and tony and i watched random stuff on tv, until settling for the matrix and i had some bbq chips, mike was sleeping. and dad arrived at 11:42 i think. we went home. i fell asleep at 1.
today:i got up at 4. showered. my hair would NOT straighten right and it pissed me off. i need some shampoo and conditioner and razors tho. but, even tho life is shitty. im trying to smile. i found my green suede jacket tho. im trying....
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just so you all know.....this was an account of my actions this weekend. if i told you what i was thinking about inbetween/during these past few days it would just be phil's name repeating a shit load. thats not nice is it? it'd be boring. it'd derek's bday, michelle's bday, phil and my 7 month, and nicole and josh's 7 month. cool no? 10 days till star wars. im making green bean casserole tonight. my evaluation is friday. claire's is today. stupid shrinks. im gonna see if phil cant come over today after/if hes going to the dmv. DAMN YOU DMV. dane cook has a new cd out....RETALIATION. fucking YES. i cant wait to buy it. i think im gonna get mom to buy me either a)charlie and the chocolate factory shirt b)dane cook SUFI shirt c)ludo shirt. im not sure which. p.s. my headphones broke. and im working on personal compilations for all my friends. like.....memory songs. claire's is half nsync. which reminds me......guess what i danced to today? ITS GONNA BE ME. niggas. lol. i gotta pee really bad, my bladder hurts. i think i may get an infection soon. ten minutes. oh well. i gotta go. loves
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I LOVE YOU PHIL! HAPPY SEVEN MONTHS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK-BOO!

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