Pee

omfg i have to pee so bad. lol. woke up at 4 this morning, and then curled up on the couch attempting to keep warm and fell asleep till 6:22. damnit. i could not wake up till 6:3? and i was so pissed. i havent eaten in so long. im so hungry. how the hell can my body be attempting to get rid of stuff? lol. i figured out that matt is a robot. he has no emotions. he has no likes, dislikes or fucking petpeeves. he just focuses on making people happy. he's a robot programmed to make people smile. nothing else. no other emotion, ive never seen him sad. or pissed. or hurt. especially hurt. he's too fake to be hurt. he's a robot with a pretty face. and im not falling for it like everyone else. end of story. mmmm the killers. if i DO move *which i prolly wont now* i'm taking my guitar AND bass and then im gonna buy a keyboard and learn to play every Killers song on each instrument. goooo me. i talked to phil last night. alot. oh, i took pictures yesterday. it's really sweet. i'll upload them if i get my internet back since im at school right now. i really like my new book. The Other Side of The Story by Marian Keyes. i read her book Sushi For Beginners. it was awesome. she's from the uk/ireland so i like to read the book in whispers with a british acccent sometimes. lol. im weird. i figured that out this morning. i like the teletubbies, green eyes, chinese, star wars, britain, preppy clothes AND band shirts, mushrooms *pictures mind you*, incense, candles that smell like coffee,baked goods or exotic fruits ONLY, the killers, ben gibbard, lil jon and billy gilman, im into local rock, i want to be an english teacher in france and write a book, and i want to be a photographer, i like vampires, dark chocolate, beaches, caramel, sex, licorice, big eyes, big lips, muscular bodies but i dont want it to show alot unless they flex, innocence, british music, reading, painting, family guy, spongebob, music videos, kissing *boys and girl*, emo guys, and the internet. i think that's WAY too mixed to be put into any damn category. i dont like it. i do, but i dont. im just fucking weird. damnit. mike likes my new shirt, and that really made my day! but, i gotta go in a min. phil, you need to blog you buttnugget. i love you phil. and mike and derek. but not like i love phil. ya know? yeah. loves.
-Brittni