Killers

havent listened to the killers in a while. its like looking back to new years. the people, the fights, the presents, the late ngiht with the random colors and the tears strewn across a pillow that isnt mine. oh well. its better then listening to seether. ugh. claire spent the day over here yesterday. :D lol. we came home and did some work on our oral comm projects, then atempted to attend the JV LNS vs PIUS baseball game but apparently it was cancelled. NOBODY told us that. we did NOT hear announcements. and it made me really sad but billy said it SHOULD be rescheduled. the billy and the katie arent dating. i feel bad for em but he seemed happy. i swear to fucking god that i need a damn heater in my room. like a personal heater bcuz it is WAY too cold in here. i fucking hate the cold, and then i have to fuck with the temp of the whole house so that i dont DIE! you guys have no idea. it is literally freezing. so cold that the water on my body from the shower doesnt dry. it just kinda stays there. omg but yesterday, claire and i ate steak, talked to matt *who i swear just got laid cuz he was all hyper* and i kinda got mad at how claire was being so rude and questioning my trust in him. that ticks me off. x10. but then we hid in my room and i finished my posters. and then we did something *not sexual like* and we ate, i had fishstickes and she had nachos. and i did the dishes and we watched family guy and i made her pass out so bad that she fell to the floor and was like twitching and groaning. i got it to work and dalton didnt. lol. but it was pretty sweet. and then she went home adn i called El Matt-o. we talked and i told him all the stuff that i was feeling and i think i made him feel bad. lets jsut hope he realises who the better person is. im praying. just today, hell atleast tell me what i want to hear. im hoping. praying i guess. i miss phil. in more ways then one. :( life sucks big fat nuts right now. except for claire. she makes everything ok. oh, baseball game today and tomorrow. booyah!