Rain
last night was probably one of the most memorable nights ever. im scared of someone being right tho. there's so much i want to say here but i cant. i cant. hes right. but i want to know the two things. and how come he missled monica. and the reason i had to get my hopes up and have them shattered. i got in a fight with someone IN THE MIDDLE OF A THUNDERSTORM. talk about soapopera. i cried. i got angry. it was bad. apparently, im cute when i ramble on angrily in the middle of a rain storm. well you know what? YOU'RE FUCKING CUTE WHEN YOU'RE PRETENDING TO CARE IN THE MIDDLE OF A GOD DAMN RAINSTORM. yeah, i went there. you dont really care. im just a god damn challenge to you. im just a new goal set for you. i got my hopes up. i wished for one thing and you had to ruin it. you had to take the rainbow around my head and smash it like MY glass heart. the least you could go is tell me if you feel im not worth your time. i have no idea wtf im saying do i?
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big english project due on thursday. rough draft for oral comm due today. i look like a prep. i think i made phil mad when i said i dont like basketball. acctually, maybe it was when i confessed that i HATE basketball. his choice if he wants to be mad or not. he can leave me when he wishes if it makes him happy. i would NOT like it, but hed be happy. im so tired. DrM kept me up till 11:46 and i get up at 4:15. talk about tired. im POOPED. i was falling in and out of sleep, along with a dream and every time i woke up *this is in english* i would almost throw up and could NOT wake up until i finally shot up in my seat and it was loud so everyone looked.
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before i got in a fight yesterday, i was with claire. i left from school to her house. then we waited outside, under her little roof outside for the rain to stop and then we wlaked to amigos. we had mexifry nachos and refilled our pop-cup five times. we stole a shitload of suckers. walked to the big fountain across the street, near the gas station. we danced the indian dance around the fountain. talked to DrM. claire had a spider on her. we decided that erika muchachikie has a balloon penis and big stone balls. and we sang the im a cat, im a kitty kat and i dance dance dance and i dance dance dance. lol. then we hung out with DrM. it was fun. i liked yesterday. even the rain part.
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love you phil <3
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big english project due on thursday. rough draft for oral comm due today. i look like a prep. i think i made phil mad when i said i dont like basketball. acctually, maybe it was when i confessed that i HATE basketball. his choice if he wants to be mad or not. he can leave me when he wishes if it makes him happy. i would NOT like it, but hed be happy. im so tired. DrM kept me up till 11:46 and i get up at 4:15. talk about tired. im POOPED. i was falling in and out of sleep, along with a dream and every time i woke up *this is in english* i would almost throw up and could NOT wake up until i finally shot up in my seat and it was loud so everyone looked.
.
before i got in a fight yesterday, i was with claire. i left from school to her house. then we waited outside, under her little roof outside for the rain to stop and then we wlaked to amigos. we had mexifry nachos and refilled our pop-cup five times. we stole a shitload of suckers. walked to the big fountain across the street, near the gas station. we danced the indian dance around the fountain. talked to DrM. claire had a spider on her. we decided that erika muchachikie has a balloon penis and big stone balls. and we sang the im a cat, im a kitty kat and i dance dance dance and i dance dance dance. lol. then we hung out with DrM. it was fun. i liked yesterday. even the rain part.
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love you phil <3
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