God
i hate when god thinks he can take away my closest friends. or threaten me and almost take them away.
katrina-dead.
tyler-dead.
my gpa-dead.
phil-car accident a few weeks ago.
derek-car accident a few days ago.
how fucked up is my life gonna get? i mean, idk what i mean. im just sick of having everything getting so close to being gone. phil, in two diff ways. i dont know WHAT i would do with myself if derek died. he wouldnt even have had time in his life to realise that he DOES like girls. lol. j/p derek-boo. i love you derek. ur one of my bestest friends. besides alyssa and claire basically. dont die. never tell a cop you were smoking! TELL HIM THEY WERE AND YOU COULD BREATHE IT IN CUZ OF THE WIND. lol. i love you hun. its prolly better that you told the truth.
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brittni has Ohio Is For Lovers on repeat. cuz shes a LOSER. my outline is NOT done. not even written, let alone typed. god damnit. im losing points on my speech. oh well. today.....i dont care. today. im worried about getting thru school and getting to amigos at four. to be picked up by chris and then hes dropping us off in tims neighboorhood. claire and i are gonna chill on the giant 'rock garden' aka the place with all the lost cement chunks. and tim will lead phil down there. hopefully we dont get too cold or ill sit on the bridge just to piss em off. mayube ill sneak of behind him and just SMOOCH right on his shoulder and scare the bajeesus out of him. either way, hell be happy. and so will i. claire will like tim. hes funny. oh man im excited x1000000000000000.
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i g2g and get ready tho. loves.
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i lvoe you phil!
katrina-dead.
tyler-dead.
my gpa-dead.
phil-car accident a few weeks ago.
derek-car accident a few days ago.
how fucked up is my life gonna get? i mean, idk what i mean. im just sick of having everything getting so close to being gone. phil, in two diff ways. i dont know WHAT i would do with myself if derek died. he wouldnt even have had time in his life to realise that he DOES like girls. lol. j/p derek-boo. i love you derek. ur one of my bestest friends. besides alyssa and claire basically. dont die. never tell a cop you were smoking! TELL HIM THEY WERE AND YOU COULD BREATHE IT IN CUZ OF THE WIND. lol. i love you hun. its prolly better that you told the truth.
.
brittni has Ohio Is For Lovers on repeat. cuz shes a LOSER. my outline is NOT done. not even written, let alone typed. god damnit. im losing points on my speech. oh well. today.....i dont care. today. im worried about getting thru school and getting to amigos at four. to be picked up by chris and then hes dropping us off in tims neighboorhood. claire and i are gonna chill on the giant 'rock garden' aka the place with all the lost cement chunks. and tim will lead phil down there. hopefully we dont get too cold or ill sit on the bridge just to piss em off. mayube ill sneak of behind him and just SMOOCH right on his shoulder and scare the bajeesus out of him. either way, hell be happy. and so will i. claire will like tim. hes funny. oh man im excited x1000000000000000.
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i g2g and get ready tho. loves.
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i lvoe you phil!
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