Attendance
denter wrote up a referral for me on april 4th. wtf? i cried alot when this guy and i discussed it. i dont want to be in more trouble and hes calling my dad to explain that my attendance has been better but that a referral was written up for past truancies. oh, and my ''tardy'' on monday. any more truancies and i get a lunch detention. ive been keeping myself busy with school work. muppets speech, geometry worksheet, the house on mango street notes, poetry packet, and PRACTICING MY FRENCH SPEECH!!!!! when im busy, i cant think about phil. well, im trying not to think about him doing better without me, but even worse i dont want images in my mind of his face tear stained and his eyes swollen. i love him way too much for that. but, i have to have Colloque Sentimental by Paul Verlaine MEMORIZED. by the end of the school day and i havent started memorizing it until this morning. i still have none memorized at all. but im getting close. its a relatively small poem. very sad. ill get it done and ill get a blue ribbon! or else......ill become even more depressed and idk wut will happen.
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what do you think about when you close your eyes at night? when the wind passes through the arms of the trees and the rain glides across the sky? do you ever sit your head upon your hand and dream out of your window? do you ever dream of me? do you wish we were together? do you miss me? you know, we could run away. to a dream-like feild. soft hills, emerald grass, deep green like your eyes, and the sun is shining golden. we can lay down and name the clouds and rename the birds. rupert, and waldorf, and francios. we can pick the flowers and make them dance for us. listen to the strem fall into the river we swim in, with natural beauty. completely and totally alone. wed by the trees and our hands and our eyes. and we can stay there forever, away from everyone else. eating apple and oranges and candy from the clouds. it could be our own little heaven. just you and me phil. just you and me.
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i love you phil. i love you so very much.
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just so you know, if you gotta call, call the cell phone. we're eating at old chicago. i need two books *calvin and hobbes and the amityville horror* and i gotta get a MARDI GRAS MASK for dun dun dun language fair. i g2g and practice now tho. loves to you ALL!
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<3 Brittni
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what do you think about when you close your eyes at night? when the wind passes through the arms of the trees and the rain glides across the sky? do you ever sit your head upon your hand and dream out of your window? do you ever dream of me? do you wish we were together? do you miss me? you know, we could run away. to a dream-like feild. soft hills, emerald grass, deep green like your eyes, and the sun is shining golden. we can lay down and name the clouds and rename the birds. rupert, and waldorf, and francios. we can pick the flowers and make them dance for us. listen to the strem fall into the river we swim in, with natural beauty. completely and totally alone. wed by the trees and our hands and our eyes. and we can stay there forever, away from everyone else. eating apple and oranges and candy from the clouds. it could be our own little heaven. just you and me phil. just you and me.
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i love you phil. i love you so very much.
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just so you know, if you gotta call, call the cell phone. we're eating at old chicago. i need two books *calvin and hobbes and the amityville horror* and i gotta get a MARDI GRAS MASK for dun dun dun language fair. i g2g and practice now tho. loves to you ALL!
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<3 Brittni
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