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i could spin around in circles with my arms spread wide in the middle of school and i wouldnt care. i went to sleep at 12:46 and now it's 4:42. i was on MON PHONE. lol. the white of blogger hurts my eyes. i have to type pretty much ALL of my speech now and at school. ill prolly do it in the morning once the library opens. i should get done by then. i might have a teeny while to type during oral comm. maybe even in novanet. lol. ok, just fell asleep for a moment. oops. lol. lets see. last ngiht, my friend and i discussed my stupidity, baseball pants, and alot of personal information. i mean ALOT. all i know is im so fucking jealous of one god damn person right now. ok, brittni has to stay awake. which means keep typing. type brittni type! go dog go! lol. i got high yesterday with claire. yesterday was 420 thats why. WOOT. we even did it at 4:20. but then i ended up calling DrM and sayin something stupid. im igving him my love/hate painting. killed by bees. lol. i never thought i could be happier. and i havent gained anything. at all. i just told him how i feel. and the fact that i want him happy. i made him cry i think. idk if they were good or bad tears. im hoping good tears. FUCK YOU SHARK! lol. im soooooo happy. and a big dude punches you in the face! lmao. omfg im taking pictures today. a whole ton. of my bestest friends. claire, monica, alyssa, josh, kelli, and DrM in his baseball pants. lmao. DrM has a baseball game tonight. GO GATORS! and monica, claire and i are going, of course. claire is coming home with me, my dad's taking us and we're meeting monica at the athletic doors and we're all going together. i swear to god if he sneaks looks at me the whole time again,ill beat him up. i will. mr. i-think-im-gonna-wink-at-pretty-girls-even-tho-im-suposed-to-be-playing-baseball. lol. we've figured out DrM's secret to his very sexy, very toned body. he lifts furniture for his dad. omg, ok, today, reserve at 5. sat, reserve at1. monday, jv at 5?, and tuesday, reserve at 5? idk the times for monday and tuesday. but im going to ALL of those games. why the JV game? bcuz lns plays pius so im gonna watch pius get their asses beat. that and claire never got to see dylan. GO GATORS! teehee. and i keep the meanest, cleanest, baddest feeling on stainless wheels. lol. sry. omg tho. im so happy. just clean up that 'dirty spot' and we're 100% happy. i think hes gonna do it tho. i just have that feeling. he might not but, oh well. his loss. right? right. besides, no matter how close he is to her, i have her beat and he knows it. someday, he'll let me do what i want. and his see it all. bye everyone.
-Brittni