Damnit

no baseball tomorrow. he's going to his cousins. they were really gonna send me back home with his dad. and phils expected over at my house early monday morn. after being up late the day before. fuck it. he can light fireworks by himself. he can surprise himself, which would be more then he does for me. he can cook his own food and fall asleep by himself. im so sick of this. im sick of finding so many things to complain about and hearing him sya that its the LAST GOD DAMN TIME. and he does it over and over and over and over. and each time i cry over it, he says it wont happen again. and it does. thats what we call a lie, or a broken promise. im not IN love with him anymore. hes not amazing anymore. I TOLD HIM WHEN WE FIRST DATED THE ONE FUCKING STEP TO KEEP A GIRL IN LVOE WITH YOU FOREVER........and he forgets it. and so did tim apparently. wtf is wrong with men? are they fucking stupid? or do they really, truly not care? like i said in the previous post.....you have till august 9th, when i give up. i really want to call you back adn end it right now. i hopw you're crying jsut like me.

fuck you phil.