So Far

i woke up today at about 11:18
to hear mike pounding at the wall
and the dog barking like there's no tomorrow.
mikes egging the dog on going
WHERES PHIL, BAILEY?
so i get down out of bed and get angry with him
and go lay on the couch...
finally ready to rest again
and this chunky white car pulls in my driveway
i almost yell 'mike, paige is here'
or 'mike, why is ur friend here?'
then i recognize the car
and scream OH SHIT! HOLY FUCK! MIKE GET THE DOOR.
{insert doorbell sound here}
and i run, put some shorts on
bcuz i was only in his duke shirt
and attempt to brush my teeth
but i put the toothpaste on and then brush and then put water
???
i finally come to
and see phil.

can we say amazed?
and happy?

i had NO make up on
only dried, smudged mascara
that crazy phil.

so i lay down after turning on my comp
and then check my email
and an email presses me to read dereks blog
i do
and i cried.

idk what we'll do derek but we'll have to figure something out.
maybe ur mom will still let you visit for my bday!
lets hope.
but the catholic school thing
LMAO
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!
god, that will rock tho.

today, i gotta get ready before claire comes over
for constantine and cigarettes i think.
if she wakes up.
movie tonight at 7.
the island.
im surprised phil doesnt ahve a problem with me seeing it.
but hes going too.
YAY. his bitch of a mom said yes.
claire and monica are going.
and claire and i might go early for starbucks
phil might meet us early too i guess.
what to wear?
blink prolly.

well, im gonna go eat and shower.
<3 loves

!love you sugar!