Life

life is a bitch. DOES MY DAD HAVE TO MAKE IT A PASTIME OF HIS TO FUCKING HURT ME? jesus. i can understand a telling off, but he's taken it to the point of no return. ive been called a dumbass, asshole, ass, bitch, whore, stupid little fuck, ungrateful worm, disgrace to the family, and so and so forth. no wonder i crave the feel of metal on my skin and burning in my throat. thats another story. i couldnt be more depressed right now. unless a certain someone were to leave me. ato gets old real quick like. im sick of civics. stupid essay. stupid fucking essay. sigh. leak. lol. there's a leak. no more leaks now. yay. i leave in 25 minutes. Come What May, the theme song from Moulin Rouge! (2001) made number 85 in the AFI's (american film institute's) top 100 movie songs list. pinochio and the lion king had one each. and so did the king and i. that made me smile for half a second. then i was sad again. im gonna take a shower when i get home. ttyl people. hope im happier next time. sigh.