My last few days.
oh man i have so much to write.
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yesterday, the mornign rocked, ate some donuts, waited for ppl to show, went to class to have a some-what engaging conversation with jeremy niemi. (holly shit right?!?!) and it was so fun. we discussed books (man, a hot emo boy discussing books......DAMN!) and like, i dont think he's read go ask alice so i might ask him if he wants to borrow it. he recommended Perks Of Being a Wallflower and Sex,Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs. so i checked out 'wallflower' during lunch.
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pe was fun even tho my ass and legs were sore from the day before that. and still kinda are. but i mean, i got to help daana get her pe locker. she's so pretty. shes from germany. shes only lived here a few days. which is kinda sad for her, but i hope she likes it. i try to talk to her but i cant really understand alot of her, but i try. she has some awesome clothes that ive seen in europe before. they're so neat. i hope to become her friend, i bet she's got a lot to say that she cant tell many people. then, jamie came inside from the track and her and i were tlaking. she caught a white moth that like, she kept for the rest of the day cuz i guess they're good luck and she named it casper. then we stuck our heads under the faucet in the showers. lol. and got people pissed cuz we got them wet when we flipped our hair. later, in science, she was talking to it in her pocket and she looked like she was speaking to her boobs *then she did and goes "sorry you're so small"* lmao. and like, yeah, she was telling it to die.
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not much else happened that day. i ask trevor to ask ian if he wanted to go with me and sabrina as a group to the fair friday. but i know we'll run into ian's galpals which, ill admit, im kinda jealous of. even though 'his love for me is the size of a tuning knob of a distortion pedal' lol. but, im hoping we'll all have fun. since sabrina and i are so spontaneous so itll be easier for me to loosen up around ian. and ian and trevor, together, are just fucking hilarious. i hope sabrina and ian can for sure go. otherwise, ill be so fucking bummed.
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im having a sweet 16 party my daddy said. since i havent had a party for three years. november 20th. my exact bday. 25 to 30 ppl max. mostly guys. but some girls. ashley, sabrina, cody, alyssa, michelle, jamie, and me, and maybe michelle stalker, cuz, she's just cool. and like, mike, andy, david, brendan, mark?, mark g, and his friend nick, trevor, ian, brandon, nick d, dustin, garret, HANNAH, and, if im lucky, i could get garret's sis and jeremy to go. omg that would be so fun. we'll laugh as ppl skateboard and fall and like, sneak alcohol, and omg. im so excited. oh. cant forget my favoritest person ever. STINA! she's so coming. just, no gators stuff. at all. lol. ooh. brian and donnie. and maybe brittni. and eric. i coudl rent a place out at antelope park and get VA to play or catalyst or someone. anyways.
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ive never been more confused in my life. ian kissed me. we spent from 8:30 till 11 at his house and we laughed and talked and i felt we got to like each other. i guess not. but idk. i mean, he said it was his first kiss, then michelle said she kissed him and i asked him and he says 'it was awkward' so idk. but, i mean, either he lied or kissed her the next day. and like, he said he 'loved' me yesterday. i know its as a friend, but like, you TALK to yuor friends right? and i mean, when he got off of the bus at his stop, he turned and WAVED! wtf? thats liek saying 'ill miss you' and then he acts like i dont exsist anymore. he used to like bridget bryce. which is cool. i guess. it's better then some stuck up bitch. bridget's alright, i mean, not my best friend, but she's cool. idk. cuz trevor said he liked me. in a way. but now, like, IDK. and our 'kiss' was awkward. when he counted every time we kissed. and idk. i told him i was depressed yesterday and said i better not have any cuts so well, like, one)i do my best to not do that, only once a month if im uber depressed and two)who are you to search my body? lol. he said 'dont be surprised when u wake up in the middle of the sidewalk during the sunrise and under a street lamp with ur clothes torn off of you. and under a street lamp and the dew on the frass collected on you too and there's four strangers standing over you' lmao. fucking detail biotch. LMAO. rofflecopter. teehee. did i spell that right mike? lmao. but yeah, idk, one minute he's acting like we're friends and the other minute like he doesnt know me. and then when i apologize for not saying hi to him on the bus, he says that i dont have to acknowledge him every time i see him. but, wtf? cuz like, i love to say hi to him, and i kinda wish i had funny things to say to make him laugh. and see him smile ya know? like, walk by and say like 'hey ian! you wont believe what happened, i fell on my ass in class today after i slipped trying to answer a question about jews' or aomething, idk. but, his smile is so wonderful. kinda smile that says, comfort and joy. like, be happy and be comfortable. and when i was with him, i didnt cover my stomach once, at all. i felt so comfortable around him. and idk. i like his eyes. bright green, holy shit. lol. i should shut up now bcuz im 'acting stalkerish and need to start ignoring him and focus on something else' cuz somehow thatll get him to notice me. ID GET IT.
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my gums are puffy. from the middle all to my left side (your right) and it hurts to chew. so my food is pop lately. thats it. soda. and maybe coffee. nothing else. and my ass hurts like i told you. and it hurts to sit down. but i g2g cuz my bus will be here soon. ttyl. have a good day and try to think about someone you want, and imagine them pretending you dont exsist. it hurts dont it? have a good day. loves.
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BRiTTNi
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yesterday, the mornign rocked, ate some donuts, waited for ppl to show, went to class to have a some-what engaging conversation with jeremy niemi. (holly shit right?!?!) and it was so fun. we discussed books (man, a hot emo boy discussing books......DAMN!) and like, i dont think he's read go ask alice so i might ask him if he wants to borrow it. he recommended Perks Of Being a Wallflower and Sex,Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs. so i checked out 'wallflower' during lunch.
.
pe was fun even tho my ass and legs were sore from the day before that. and still kinda are. but i mean, i got to help daana get her pe locker. she's so pretty. shes from germany. shes only lived here a few days. which is kinda sad for her, but i hope she likes it. i try to talk to her but i cant really understand alot of her, but i try. she has some awesome clothes that ive seen in europe before. they're so neat. i hope to become her friend, i bet she's got a lot to say that she cant tell many people. then, jamie came inside from the track and her and i were tlaking. she caught a white moth that like, she kept for the rest of the day cuz i guess they're good luck and she named it casper. then we stuck our heads under the faucet in the showers. lol. and got people pissed cuz we got them wet when we flipped our hair. later, in science, she was talking to it in her pocket and she looked like she was speaking to her boobs *then she did and goes "sorry you're so small"* lmao. and like, yeah, she was telling it to die.
.
not much else happened that day. i ask trevor to ask ian if he wanted to go with me and sabrina as a group to the fair friday. but i know we'll run into ian's galpals which, ill admit, im kinda jealous of. even though 'his love for me is the size of a tuning knob of a distortion pedal' lol. but, im hoping we'll all have fun. since sabrina and i are so spontaneous so itll be easier for me to loosen up around ian. and ian and trevor, together, are just fucking hilarious. i hope sabrina and ian can for sure go. otherwise, ill be so fucking bummed.
.
im having a sweet 16 party my daddy said. since i havent had a party for three years. november 20th. my exact bday. 25 to 30 ppl max. mostly guys. but some girls. ashley, sabrina, cody, alyssa, michelle, jamie, and me, and maybe michelle stalker, cuz, she's just cool. and like, mike, andy, david, brendan, mark?, mark g, and his friend nick, trevor, ian, brandon, nick d, dustin, garret, HANNAH, and, if im lucky, i could get garret's sis and jeremy to go. omg that would be so fun. we'll laugh as ppl skateboard and fall and like, sneak alcohol, and omg. im so excited. oh. cant forget my favoritest person ever. STINA! she's so coming. just, no gators stuff. at all. lol. ooh. brian and donnie. and maybe brittni. and eric. i coudl rent a place out at antelope park and get VA to play or catalyst or someone. anyways.
.
ive never been more confused in my life. ian kissed me. we spent from 8:30 till 11 at his house and we laughed and talked and i felt we got to like each other. i guess not. but idk. i mean, he said it was his first kiss, then michelle said she kissed him and i asked him and he says 'it was awkward' so idk. but, i mean, either he lied or kissed her the next day. and like, he said he 'loved' me yesterday. i know its as a friend, but like, you TALK to yuor friends right? and i mean, when he got off of the bus at his stop, he turned and WAVED! wtf? thats liek saying 'ill miss you' and then he acts like i dont exsist anymore. he used to like bridget bryce. which is cool. i guess. it's better then some stuck up bitch. bridget's alright, i mean, not my best friend, but she's cool. idk. cuz trevor said he liked me. in a way. but now, like, IDK. and our 'kiss' was awkward. when he counted every time we kissed. and idk. i told him i was depressed yesterday and said i better not have any cuts so well, like, one)i do my best to not do that, only once a month if im uber depressed and two)who are you to search my body? lol. he said 'dont be surprised when u wake up in the middle of the sidewalk during the sunrise and under a street lamp with ur clothes torn off of you. and under a street lamp and the dew on the frass collected on you too and there's four strangers standing over you' lmao. fucking detail biotch. LMAO. rofflecopter. teehee. did i spell that right mike? lmao. but yeah, idk, one minute he's acting like we're friends and the other minute like he doesnt know me. and then when i apologize for not saying hi to him on the bus, he says that i dont have to acknowledge him every time i see him. but, wtf? cuz like, i love to say hi to him, and i kinda wish i had funny things to say to make him laugh. and see him smile ya know? like, walk by and say like 'hey ian! you wont believe what happened, i fell on my ass in class today after i slipped trying to answer a question about jews' or aomething, idk. but, his smile is so wonderful. kinda smile that says, comfort and joy. like, be happy and be comfortable. and when i was with him, i didnt cover my stomach once, at all. i felt so comfortable around him. and idk. i like his eyes. bright green, holy shit. lol. i should shut up now bcuz im 'acting stalkerish and need to start ignoring him and focus on something else' cuz somehow thatll get him to notice me. ID GET IT.
.
my gums are puffy. from the middle all to my left side (your right) and it hurts to chew. so my food is pop lately. thats it. soda. and maybe coffee. nothing else. and my ass hurts like i told you. and it hurts to sit down. but i g2g cuz my bus will be here soon. ttyl. have a good day and try to think about someone you want, and imagine them pretending you dont exsist. it hurts dont it? have a good day. loves.
.
BRiTTNi
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