Gabe

so. i hung out with gabe newman today. i couldnt be happier but i couldnt mroe depressed. cuz ive liked him since seventh grade and at that time i never thought hed give me the time of day. and we dated for a few weeks but it wasnt much of a relationship. we only saw each other twice while we dated. ever since then ive been praying for a chance to truly date him and show himthat i could care about him. i would think aobut him on random nights or whenever i would listen to social d or rancid or even gc. or when id wear my bondage pants or see someone with green hair. ive always been thinking about him. and now, well, we were kissing. and he's a little shy, but once you kiss him hes forward. and he's so soft about everything but still bites a little. and, i think he likes me. i cant tell. bcuz, he was so sweet to me and would tell me so many things, but idk, im gonna call him tongiht.
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stina stayed the night last night. it was so funny. we found all these notes that andy and casey and toasty wrote. casey's, on the outside said 'Plz dont drop me' plain and clear. lol. and i feel really bad about it, but it was so cute. the one andy wrote made stina and i cry. lol. and we were laughing so much. and we went to subway and she had a meatball sb. and two meatballs fell from her sandwhich so i go 'dude, ur balls dropped' lol. it was fucking hilarious. and my minds on gabe.
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Down with men
Up with chocolate
Up with sex
Up with hot showers in candlelight lsitening to sad love songs
Up with sad love songs
Up with soda
Up with food
Up with hugs
Up with emo songs, and rancid
Up with sleep and soft pillows
Up with crying
Up with love