I Love You Phil

god. plz kill me. why? why do this to me? everything as wonderful. you gave me a thunderstorm, and i JUST got my rainbow. plz, make it go away. plz plz plz. i need so much help.

im so tempted to admit myself to caps on monday. either that, or cut. *yes, i know, juvy and mike will have a feild day. but i dont give a flying fuck* i just want to cut and cut and cut and cut. and die. i want to die.

I HATE YOU!