Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Spin You Around

i hate that this song means to much to me about you.
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valentine's day was, in the end, wonderful. day started out horribly. i was lonely and missed tyler a shit load. cried alot. mike got suspended. dad had a cold. mike and dad fought and dad cried. i hugged him. i love him. saw phil at like 7, till about 10. lol. went to the park, had FUN! ****yay**** lol. watched dude, wheres my car. i got a back rub. god did it feel GOOD. lol. he wrote me a poem, and i have one of his shirts. i <33333333333 him. like maaaaadddddd. lol. dylan's gonna 'protect' me at my party. i think thats kinda funny, and oddly cute. i guess he just cares. maybe thats why i find it funny......he doesnt seem like one to care.
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i HATE emily w with a deep deep fiery passion. frankly, i dont CARE if she was kidding or not. here's what i remember phil saying. 'forget matt and brittni. third time's a charm.' im sry, but phil's not gonna date a blonde, giggly harlet. thats why the first two times you two dated, it ended. HE DOESNT LIKE YOU LIKE THAT. he doesnt care about you like that. go find some random guy to cuddle up to......you're good at that arent you? you ARE such a CUTE FLIRT. lol. dumb bitch. im sry to everyone else, but dont try to take my man. if he wanted to leave me, he would have by now.
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i saw trevor on the bus this morning. it made me giggle. i would see him thruout the morning and im really worried about him. like madddd. i saw him and meghan together. it hurt. idk y. its not jealousy anymore. its......anger. at her. for letting him feel the way he did/does. for those few nights in those couple of months. i am angry with her. sigh. i hate caring for ppl, they take it for granted.
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phil and i watched Whose Line Is It Anyway last night and the black one, was pretending to be king kong and picked up this girl and he accidently hiked her skirt up. poooor girl. just think if she hadnt been wearing undies! lol.
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if i saw you dancing
id spin you around
turn your world
up
side
down
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you know why it means alot to me, and why it makes me smile and cry, but ive always wondered if it means anything at all to you.
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-Brittni
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p.s. nice pics of u and ur bf derek. tres HOT.
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p.p.s. congrats on becoming a man phil. ;)

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