Dolce

im your worst nightmare
but your best dream
its a strange desire
but an inflicting wound
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i wish i was like christine dolce. she's the world's most beautiful women.

someday, ill be almost as beauitful as her. she's so sexy.
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i think ive figured out how to atleast look close......face and hair wise. only, im gonna re-try to dye my hair. and ill look a little more rockstarish. and every guy will want me.
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and ill be happy----er.
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phil gets home at 6 :(
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p.s. only tim and i can understand how truly awesome, yet freaky phils dad is. i mean, like, we ALL know that mary is the queen bitch of the house. lol. so you can understand how whipped phils dad is. i mean. this guy is like a damn zombie. lol. phil and i will be sitting on the couch downstairs and out of no where, this guy will walk past uo and grunt. and hell be in another room for 20 mins adn then do it again. he'll ahng his head where ever he goes too. like hes never happy. and apparently, one time, he walked downstairs when tim was staying the night with phil, and lol, this guy really walks down really really late at night and says 'i need a blanket.' lmao. i would have pissed myself. i love the luebbert family, sans mary.