Pictures

i made a Phil folder in my pictures folder. 255 files in it. and im still waiting for claire to get home so i can get those pictures we took on thursday. those have got to be the most hilarious pictures ive ever taken/had taken. superman, dylan's car, being 'hit' by monica and phil, even the street sign where i almost died. i cant wait to post them. claire better get home soon. thinking about those pics makes me feel better. last night......i was like, death man, death. crying, i could hardly see the keyboard to type the email i sent to phil. its horrible. i was so depressed. gah. lol. but hey, claire gets back today, and dad and i are going grocery shopping so that i can get carb-food for the next month. i'm going on my dad's diet. which means, NO CARBS AT ALL. the snackfood idea i had about one thing of snackfood per eating-period *i.e. breakfast, lunch, ETC* for one days worth once a week is gone. i have to stop eating carbs all at once. and i start running and doing situps and eating sans-carbs next monday. im excited. i made the rutine so relaxed and simple that i really dont have to do much. im excited. im also excited CUZ THE SUN COMES OUT ON MONDAY FINALLY. and daddy is so buying me tanning lotion when we go shopping. so ill be tan, carb-starved, and sexy!
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i wish it was really really sunny out and phil had a baseball game RIGHT NOW. i want to go watch him play baseball. like i did the other week and everything was so wonderful in life. the game, the baseball pants, the drive to phils, the mcdonalds, the singing, the driveway, the craft store, the shopko, the bed, the shower. i want to relive that day. when everythign was ok.