I love you Derek

derek, omg. i hate to be a worry wart and i bet everyone else that reads ur blog is gonna say omg and whatnot, but this is unbelievable. HOW THE FUCK COULD SOMEONE DO THAT TO SOMEONE SO PRECIOUS? hes such a fucking shit faced motherfucker. i hope he dies. ive only known you for about half a year, and, you're my best friend. theres nothing you could say to bring a sensible caring person to hit you. you're the greatest person ive known. im so worried about you now. if your dad throws a fit about you being gay, i hope something from it comes back and bites him in the ass. tell him its his fault. he's a shit-for-brained good-for-nothing jackass. i hate him. i hate anyone who's treated you that way. i hate them with a deep deep passion. oh, and derek, i still wanna write you a letter. and i might have a ride into mccook in the next few weeks. you need to get back on msn. before i cry more. HOW THE FUCK? sigh. i hope ur dad gets whats comming to him. stupid fucker. derek, i mean, you're so wonderful, and you're caring and kind and everything that everyone else isnt; how could you're dad of all people do that to you? i love you derek.