Sunday, December 05, 2004

4 days and 3 am

4 days till phil and i have been dating for two months. isnt that awesome? we're having a movie night at his house next friday, the 10th, and thats the celebration. ^.^ lol. i could say more but i'd TOTALLY offend someone. friday night rocked. ^.^ anyways.......
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last night, i was sleeping, well, more like this morning, and the door bell rang.....once...and i thought it was a dream......twice and i was startled.....thrice and i was pissed. got up and put on my robe and went to the door hearing BANG BANG BANG instead of knocking. i thought 'SHIT IM LATE FOR SCHOOOL' and saw the clock and it said 3:27. im like wtf? opened the door and there's a cop. dad came down in a shirt and boxers. mr.pig had found mike, and his friends, vandalizing xmas stuff around the neighboorhood. so, i THINK he was arrested for it. i know he IS getting sent to military camp after that ordeal. good thing too. he needs it. he'd cry. i know he would. and i hate to think of him alone there, without me or dad or mom, and he'll hate us for a while, but i hope, and im praying, that it works. dear lord, help him.
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made a new xmas list for dad. cant wait to see derek. 6 days. WOOT AND WHAT NOT. lol. matt gave me a good idea, a list of things that make me happy. he's going to 1001. i KNOW i couldnt do that. i might try 150. it'd be a far shot. i'll prolly do it on my stories blog so you guys dont have to put up with it. lol.
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i feel really bad for stina. and im trying to be there for her, but, idk, its just, idk. she drifted. along time ago. i feel really bad. bcuz she was a good friend and all, but, we both are such bitches, like, 75% of the time. i kinda feel jealous of all the other friends she has. i mean, she has all these girlfriends. me? ive got phil, tim, mike, matt, derek. and i love them all. but, derek's the only one i can talk to about weird boy stuff cuz, well, he's gay ya know? and stina, well, she understood most of the time. i really wish i ahd my own little clique of friends. i feel so weird at school. oh, i SO need to work on french. i have a test after school monday. damnit. grrrrrrrrr and what have you. but im gonna go. im bored.
loves
brittni
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p.s. stina, are you talking about josh burden adn ian bradbury? if so, that ian should ONLY be a freind he's a metrosexual, a player and doesnt give a shit about anyone but himself. i would know from experience

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