geometry

i didnt go to bed till midnight last night. im still exhausted. i didnt wake up till 6:44. damn you alarm clock. i had to take the regular bus. dad and i were up till 11 discussing geometry. dr becker and i talked last period, and we're gonna try and have me test out of it. YAY. and such. ms helzer came in, and i wanted to see if her husband's band is still part of suckapunch. i want to see the april 3rd show that nick was talking about, but idk if phil would wanna go to a fall-out boy show with me. life is getting a little better. im trying to figure out what im gonna write about today in creative writing, since its a write like crazy day. everyone's excited now......they might get to meet the infamous phil and dylan. the coolest guys i know. omg omg omg omg. i get all girly and giggly about it. lol. ellen and i screamed together when i told her. if phil lets me, ill skip and go to second lunch with them so we can hangout longer. otherwise, either way, he's going to the fishfry after that. i got an idea last night...if he does come, his dad can drop him off at my house and ill give him the code into it and ill meet him when i get home. i think that'd be kinda cool. hed snoop. lol. so ill leave little surprises. and im SO locking my door. or wrapping my dresser in chains. lol. im funny. you know what? i hate the american revolution. and, i cant wait till this weekend, it will be worth it. i wonder what happened between dalton and dylan today. lol. i knew dylan didnt like him but jeeze. lol. dylan, if you come friday, i better get a HUUUUUUGGGGEEEE ass hug. or else ill beat you up....and yes, i know, i still have to beat phil up. i benched a little last night. about 10 mins. i was bored. my arms arent sore but it was kinda alot. i need to go practice soon. but idk if dad will let me, bcuz of my grades. if not, im doing soccer managing. id do baseball, but......eek, danny. trevor, you really are blind. im giving up caring for you.....not really, just, ill hide it better. you still pissed me off. jackass. ok ok, i know, guys dont like to share their feelings. SORRY FELLAS. you're gonna have to learn. girls LOVE talking about feelings, and if you do. they love it. it means that you care for them enough, trust them enough and know they care about you enough, to share those things. i <3333333333333 helping guys with their problems. they can be so iffy about the cutest things. i love it. and it makes us girls happy when a guy tells us his problems. idk y. but personally, i love when a guy is depressed and is telling me why. i want to hug them. i love it. the intamacy. its like, making love, the verbal way. not fucking, making love. btw, phil et moi? nous avons nique! lol. shhhhh. mmmm snow patrol. yummmers. i <3 their music. it's lively and mellow and secretive yet open. idk. i finish Blood and Gold. anyone want to borrow it? i think jen's done too. poor marius. i ALMOST got a P+ in creative writing last week. im so happy. im gonna write a page or two on phil. and then one on people, life changers, and lovers. i g2g now. loves. I <3 YOU PHIL. and dylan too.