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i dont have long to post. i tried to post on here yesterday but the internet here is so fucked up. im listening to snow patrol, ive borrowed Shes A Whore by POAR from nick turner. im wearing orange socks. waiting for lunch so i can get another free song from itunes. i <3 you mtdew. im exhausted, but i slept in math. i have tons of makeupwork to do. im gonna do it all tonight, and show dad that i understand enough to do most of a chapter in one day, and take the quiz tomorrow while everyone takes the test. go me. anyways. heres my plan:
call school just before first period, and tell them im leaving ***remember, this is if everything works out*** for a therapy appointment and wont be returning. then, during/after lunch, i take a bus downtown, meanwhile, phil ALSO takes a bus downtown and we meet up and ride the number 11 bus to my house. we arrive before anyone else and tell my dad that his dad dropped him off here just a few minutes ago since his dad had errands to run before work. then we leave to omaha. damn im smart. SUCK ON THAT SHIT BITCHES.
i <3 snow patrol
dylan and i argue alot.....nothing bad, but an argument.
im super happy.......why? bcuz i love phil, and he loves me back. and cares about me. and thats more then i could ever ask for.

tyler's death still hasnt hit me like im expecting it will. seeing his picture, i still have to force myself to say that ill never hug him again. sometime, im gonna type up ALL of my memories with him so i never forget anything. i hate god.

i wonder if mshelzer/ nebesniak knows gwg. ill ask her sometime. her and i used to be the only JVA fans in goodrich. till i left. and shes at lns now. i finished my creative writing homework from last night and now i need to think of a topic to write about. i need to clean and buff my nails. i g2g now. i out some new pics on flickr.

love
a&f
Brittni