Crescent Moon

i wanted coffee so badly. mr barnacle performed wonderfully. wow. he is a genius.
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i still fear that phil and i are dirfting. still. ive been crying.
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my hand and wrists hurt. alow. damnit.
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ice cream for breakfast tomorrow. no ingred during lunch today.
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i want to die. bcuz i miss you. so much. id give anything to fall asleep in your arms.