Thursday, September 23, 2004

Drama

can u believe i hit 100 posts and didnt say a damn thing? crazy right? i didnt have the comp yesterday, sucks i know. i had to clean my room. my room is now clean. and none of my geometry for chapter 2 is done. but we learned the law of syllogism, and of course, nick l, being an idiot says *very loudly and in the front row by ms denter i might add* Hey Sean, you have some syllogism on yuor pants. lmao. go nick. it's been renamed Nick's law. lmao. well, geometry is fun. laughing with nicole, making faces at matt and laughing at nick. life is good. dad and i want to start the lns gators r.h team. word bitches.
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trevor and i broke up. and its cool. i only cried when he had a last kiss type dealy. we're friends. i can admit now, i have crushes on some of his friends, and as far as i know, hes cool with it. we can fucking tell mike likes me but wont say shit about it. i swear that mike told mitch that i like him bcuz on the bus i was getting funny looks from him. ian's a metrosexual. he admits it. its really bad. that means i kissed a metrosexual. then again, i kissed ******. lmao. and that doesnt spell out trevor. zach has no idea i like him unless mike tells/told him. but him and mitch have really good hugs. warm, full, squeezy hugs. the kinda you really need when you need to cry. mitch is taller then me, but zach squeezes a little more. we *mitch, mike and i* came to the conclusion that trevor's hugs suck. and they do. but i like/d his kisses. well, the ones i recieved anyways. idk if ill go to squeek's party. i know i should but the whole, tons of preppy whores thing is the problem. so im gonna talk to him. i had some little urgey thingy to really hug mitch today. odd? yes. oh well. jazzy says that aaron knows i like him but she says hes not too comfortable with pda and wouldnt even kiss her at all. strike him off my list. i know my wintery depression is hitting and i think thats why i feel the need for a bf. someone with big hugs, who can kiss me at school, and hold me in public. somebody to lsiten i guess. somebody that, as of right now, is either hiding, for fucking with my head. or doesnt exsist. idk. sad love sogns dont make it any better. thats for sure.
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i got so much shit for mike's locker. not as much as trevor, cuz then i had michelle to help me. but he'll still love it. im goving up my stuff for my norwich shirt to make him a brasil one so he better love me. maybe ill get a kiss out of the whole thing. lol.
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i have a bunch of callen's clothes. that i kinda want to return. just to see him. i miss him. idk. i do but i dont. idk. im fucking stupid. i miss jared, but i see him all the time now.
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ive been singing more lately. and things have been going really well. i admit, the songs i sing are love songs and shit. and like, things people dont listen to, but i still feel really good. i hung out with mike, trevor and decklan *sp?* yesterday. it was great. cops, nipple rubbing, throwing shit, punches, and mike was flirting with me. we walked home, all atleast an hour late, and sang the whole way home. lol. it was great. thankfully trevor didnt sing any puddle of mudd. well i g2g get ashley to help me with mike's gift. ttyl. loves
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-Brittni

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