You'll never hear this song

phil is the sweetest person ever. i love him for than anything. we were discussing random fuckd up shit, the questions i wrote him, lol. idk if he'll ever read this and idk what i should say about it, but, omg. lol. hum along by ludo. omg. i cried. i cried a god damn ocean for that song. never has anyone ever mentioned something as sweet and hidden as that song. never ahve i been loved like this. it only sucks that we're both stupid. i gave him hickies friday and he couldnt keep his shirt on at home. i went in my room *forced to, dad sucks* and i cried more. i thanked god for bringing us together. god = nice and not smighting me. but then, yeah, last night he got caught and he cant see me. so life is worse. im still so happy to be loved back the way i love someone. i need to get some. sadly, brittni's red-bottomosity has snogging withdrawl. g2g to bed. more about guitar tomorrow.