Whimper

im so scared. so very scared. like paranoid. all i could ever ask for is within his heart. plz god, dont let me ruin it. plz. i just want to be with him. im so afraid, so afriad. dont say so long. dont say goodnight. i know im messed up. i know im a bitch. but i need you. do you need me too? dont leave. plz. plz. does crying work for you? will my tears convince you of my needs? PLEASE GOD, PLEASE KEEP HIM WITH ME. IF ITS THE LAST THING YOU DO. PLEASE. please.