Saturday, October 23, 2004

Gossip Folk

still listening to derek's blog. i finally got up the stupidity to look for derek's phone number. awesome huh? i really wanna call him but im totally nervous and want his permission. i have free weekend minutes. id totally call him. lol.
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josh burden's sn. *gay ass sn right?* well, hes got a subpro, and a supfolder in his subpro. lol. its called Shit List. LMAO. GUESS WHOS ON IT?!?! *points at self* you guessed it. ME! how awesome. who knows WHAT i did to deserve it, but, its so fucking awesome. i was like, SHWEET. lmao.
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i just finished watching fantasia. lmao. how awesome. now its Milo & otis. *YAY* lol. and then im gonna watch alice in wonderland. i was suposed to see The Grudge with phillip but im starting to get david's cold. i know david's last name now. lol. its weird, im losing so many friends right now. but im still, up, and about and feeling, well, not alone, i know im not alone. but im secure, even when im sittign at home eating sunflower seeds and crying. lol. im trying to make dad let me drive down to the ustop for a pop.
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juvy threw a whiny pissy fit at michelle cuz i found out his sn. HE PUT HIS NEW SN IN HIS OWN DAMN PROFILE. LMAO. WTF?!?! LOL. so he calls michelle and asks her if she gave it to me, now, if he wasnt ticked off about it, he would have asked me, but he was obviosuly pissed to ahve asked michelle. lmao. so, i was mad at him for treating me like that. werid i know. well, then i try to say hi on friday and he fucking keeps on walking and give me a dirty look. i was like, ok wtf? lol. so, he just IMed me and asked me if im gonna be pissed at him forever and some bullshit. i told him plain and simple: i never meant anything to you, never did, never will. period. im more of a burden then a blessing. we both agree on that and you know ur life would be better without me. he pulls some ppl-pleasing bullshit and says he 'doesnt care if we're friends and he would mind stopping by every once in a while' even tho he never did anyways unless he needed a tool or paintballs or to go somewhere since everyone else was busy. **I WAS ONLY BACKUP** lol. how funny. so. yeah. fuck that. lol. i think its funny bcuz i was like, head over heels , youre the greatest, id do anything for you for him. lol. and now....oh well. i love it when ppl dont take on things that could have been great. moral of the story: ITS BETTER TO REGRET DOING SOMETHINY YOU DIDNT LIKE, THEN TO REGRET NOT DOING SOMETHING THAT YOU COULD HAVE LIKED. you dont know what will really work for you.
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a few words to my baby:
ill be ur dream
ill be ur wish
ill be ur fantasy
ill be ur hope
ill be ur dreams
be everything that you need

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